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84c9e62463e1a5d6cc1e644b7adb05e2Hey everyone! The company night out has gone down. It was overwhelming! My colleagues took it really well. Just on guy doesn’t know cause he went to sleep too early… I’m leaving him out of the look for now, it was stressful enough telling so many people in such a small time window so I’m not too keen on telling him now. I’ll wait till the opportunity is right. The guy I was totally worried about was to my huge surprise very supporting and rally cool with it. They still don’t get what being transgender is about, so now some of their questions or remarks can be quite uncomfortable. But since I told them, I feel much more at ease when I’m at work. So things are looking up from that end.

On the other hand I feel terrible cause my mom still refuses to believe that I’m TG. There’s more thing I can’t write about just yet. Added to that, “S” has decided to sort stuff between us through the court. I just received a letter calling us to the Judge and next week, some women from the court will take a look at my apartment to decide In whose custody the kids are going to be. She did it cause of money, although I’m giving her all I can, barely have enough for myself, she still wants more… I know it’s hard for her, but I’m also struggling, hard, and she doesn’t see that at all.

Lately the shit seems to be piling up, there is so much to handle and deal with. Too much of it. I just wish I could be me and live in peace.

Fucking hell,,, I can’t believe I’m going to court. This is so humiliating. I’ll be standing there and everyone will say: That guy says he’s a trany just to leave his family. God I hate myself for being this way right now…

Breaking news!

This just in:

Fuckin’ A! Had a sit down with my boss a minute ago, hope I’m not jinxin’ it but he said that he will re-new my contract!! I can’t even say how relieved I am right now, I’m trembling =)

He’ll give me a bit less money, cause of the cuts, but I get to keep my job which is Fuckin’ A. Take that, depression! This is really a load of my back…

In other news:

Now that I’m reading my previous posts, it might be that I’m writing a bit intuitively, please do excuse my writing, my physical ass was manufactured in Czech Republic where it also resides at this time. So if anything seems unclear, please don’t hesitate to comment…

Andy out…

Heureka!

Ha! I actually managed to post to this blog out of my freakin’ work station! It´s quite heavy security policies make it damn near impossible! Magic!!!

Also, I finally got the balls togather and asked for a meeting with my boss, he still hasen’t told me a time though, looks kinda pissed too,,,

to be continued…

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